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The Morning after the Night Before

So, hi guys. It is me having risen from 12 hours of sleep (post 2 hours nap). I was intending to blog yesterday after I finished the last of Lem but I was too tired. I mean, in my bones, shaky eyeballs tired.
I'm still tired today but feeling more human and I'll take the tiredness over the rash and nausea any day. I would say over all that I've coped better than I anticipated and I will take a moment to pat myself on the back here. I didn't even cry when I wanted to throw up my guts as the lovely nurse had to repuncture a bruise to get into my non-cooperative veins.
My arms do officially look like battered peaches and weigh as much as lead but on the plus side, this treatment could change my life. Aaahh it almost seems crazy optimistic to say this out loud, but it really could! 

I'd like to take a minute to gush about the company I was in for about an hour or so of my treatment yesterday. These heroes come in monthly for their Tysabri infusions and are just legends. They stick a massive cannula in their arms EVERY month. Heroes. Just heroes. Anyone who knows me will know how squeamish I am just over conversation around blood or veins or needles (eye tests make me squeal, that's how bad it gets. Completely psychological, I don't know, man). 
Anyway, we just engaged in conversation about whether I was a Tysabri patient and we went into what Lemtrada was and then from there it was this wonderful dialogue around living with MS, being human and taking life as it comes. It was so insightful to speak to MS sufferers that were so positive and were doing less suffering and more living. We shared our love of food and what we like to feed our bodies with to give us good energy, fatigue tips and discussed our love for yoga and meditation.
We also discussed pregnancy and the difficulties we had faced but in a way that egged each other on to push pass this disease and bloom into who we are supposed to be, not what society expects of us.
I just felt/feel so inspired. These ladies were fabulous. A physicist and the other a mother of two children. Just whaaaaaat! Amazing ladies. I also had the pleasure of meeting some of their family member and we got into the nitty gritty of language, politics and culture. I can't imagine a better way of ploughing through a rough treatment.
To Mel and Sylvia, you shone a light on me yesterday and you gave me such hope and happiness. I'll carry that and I hope to see you well very soon.
Check out Mel's blog manylemons.com
It's brilliant and full of amazing insights and information.

As for recovery, I'm taking it slow, day by day. I have wonderful people around me, the sun is shining and while it's good I'll embrace it, and on rougher waters, I'll just have to ride those waves. Thanks for reading :)

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